A.N.Z.A.C Day is a Australian public holiday for recalling people who died in the WW2, poeple flying kite, releasing ballons and  standing in silent tribute. However, this is another personally important thing for myself, it's my birthday.

       But i don't think i have the mood to celebrate for myself, because it's the end of the course....

       Today, i talked to Mike Lacy, my chemistry teacher, son of bitch he said i can't fix these things up in only 5 weeks, he said I can't make it.... I know this is a little bit too late, before i didn't realize this should be my long term goal not just chasing her...

       I cried in the bathroom alone, that feeling was desperate and help-less.

       When i can forget her and leave this nice person lone.